Yesterday was a mess. I showed up late to my appointment and was told that I had been marked as a no-show and that the doctor wouldn’t see me. (my phone is garbage and kept turning off, so I couldn’t even call to let them know I was on my way). I sat in the waiting room and cried my eyes out and had a panic attack, I knew if I left without at least getting something out of the visit that I probably wouldn’t be back.
long story short, he saw me and referred me somewhere where they would help me right away, instead of having to wait for up to a month for a no-rush referral.
I got in, they did the intake appointment, and then I learned I would have to come back. Don’t get me wrong, I know that nothing is instant, but I just felt so desperate yesterday, after everything being so difficult and my emotions being so on-edge. I really, desperately needed some kind of closure for the day. I didn’t want to be left hanging…
and the stars aligned for me! There was a cancellation and they fit me in and I got started on a low dose of Prozac and I feel infinitely more positive already.
Big changes are coming. I can feel it!